Dragging

Okay for the most part the puppets have been made. I did not, however, set up the camera and shoot my first sequence. Why is this, you might wonder. Well, I think there is some procrastination at play. Its so consuming, and in a way it is like meditation. I think there is part of me that does not want to be so focused. Also, there is fear of difficulty and fear of being overwhelmed, sort of not wanting to face what will likely be very challenging and might look like crap and there is the who Bolex, 16mm learning curve I am on.

Yep. That is where I am at. I will get over this familiar drag into dread. It is part of the process for me it seems.

Tomorrow I am meeting Tom at 11 to talk about his project. He would like me to do some animation to be projected on the stage of his live performance. I am interested in doing it but worried it will pull me from working on the documentry. Another way of procrastinating is to do stuff for other people.

Okay! I am promising myself, no mater what, the camera will be put on the copy stand tomorrow and I will shoot a sequence.