Research?

Today I tried to repaint yesterday's painting of the blastocyst on top of an old painting from last week. Mixed results. I like the bottom half. I became rushed and impatient while painting the blastocyst. I think I might be ready to move on.

Today I realized I need to head over to the library. I am in the mood for research. I want to learn someting new. This is someting I miss since graduating. While at school teachers would curate things to read and think about. I have to generate this for myself now. It is good to understand this feeling of drifting in meaninglessness could be due to an impulse to learn.

The following tree images are attempts at painting the blastocyst. The last one was painted directly on the painting above.