Looking

I had many moments of being lost and confused today. Rather than feel disturbed I felt curious and wondered how long it would last. Knowing or not knowing felt equal as I waited for sence to return.

I spent a good amout of time on the second painting making small circles. Drawing small circles feels pointless but I want to do it. My mind turns off and form is created on the page. I have a part that says I am wasting time with the circles. Oh well.

I worked on another rendition of the story board. This one is for the location permit. I found out today the permit request needs to be submitted one month prior to the film shooting date. We are scheduled to shoot in two weeks. Hmm. The school cameras are broken and the teachers computer crashed last week. She has not posted any new assignments for two week. She sent out an email that the cameras are broken and "out for repair" Our shooting week has been pushed back to the 17th. I know somone who works in the equipment room at De Anza and he said the are still looking for someone to do the repairs. So they are not "out for repair" quite yet. I wonder how all of this is going to turn out.