Crunchy!

Today felt like eating crunchy undercooked rice.  It happens sometimes.  Relationships take care and feed the creative flow but also can suck you right out of it.  I had a mixture of both today.  Its interesting and challenging to write about, and show you want I made this afternoon when I feel I don't have anything worthwhile to share.  Its so entrenched in my brain that good should be shared and bad should not be shared.  And what makes something good or bad is another set of questionable principals.  As you can see I continued with the pelvis,  this time bringing in color. The baby is almost out!

Today I also started to weight the pros and cons of returning to school to study film.  I concluded that for now taking classes at De Anza is enough.  I want to create things and work with people on projects that are making a positive societal impact.  I am not in the “art for arts sake” mode right now but understand and value that frame too.  I started thinking about looking for a job (not therapy).  I really do not want to do therapy.  I want to create things with people.  Oh, and did I tell you yesterday that I submitted two of the most recent videos to film festivals?  Well I did, and that feels good.

De Anza starts next week. I am taking a 16mm film producion class and an editing class. Both will bring some much desired focus.

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